and every time i try to fly i fall... i feel so small.

mini-rant

i'm not saying that i want, as clara put it at prayer meeting tonite, "Fairweather Friends"... but there are times, like now, where what i want the most is for someone to just sit there and tell me they care about me and that everything will be a-ok. i find myself really frustrated.
like, i can be sitting there crying and i won't get a hug or a "dont' worry... it's okay" ... i get "you shouldn't feel like this, you're doing this wrong, you think wrong in this way " stuff to that kind of effect. or i'll be stressed out over something and instead of getting a "dont' worry, everytihng will work out" i get a "you should have done it this way, if you had done this-- this situation wouldn't have happened" or a "hwy are you thinking about this, it's not important"

it's seems like people lately just love to tell me what i need to improve upon.

CLARIFICATION: i DO appreciate people's constructive criticism, helpful hints, and caring advice...

but when that's all you ever hear... it gets to be... too much? maybe i want to hear some words of encouragement or SOMEthing, because to be honest i feel like no one loves me for me anymore!!
maybe i'm jsut a baby. i need to be stronger. i need to grow up.

right now-- seriously, all i need is a hug.