good times*

who needs alcohol when you have weird friends??? bahaha...
here are the quotable of the day...

miss laura sato (gets her own section!!! lol)
[Today, we decided to go to the mall. Determined to buy black nail polish, she finds some at zellers. As we're heading over to pay for it laura starts vigourously shakingggg the nail polish.]

laura: hear that???
jasy: ... uhhh....
laura: THAT is the sound of happiness in a bottle!!


[Later on tonight laura, janna, jo, kat, and i went to Fox and the Fiddle for dinner =) we sit down and there are these coasters that say "YOUR LUCK HAS COME IN"]

laura: your luck has come in!! *stare*
jasy: ... uhhhh why?
laura: because you're sitting next to me!!!
[turns to kat whose sitting across from her] kat, your luck has come in!!!


... i can't find the picture for this one... but its the best one in my opinion.
[i dont' even exactly know what happened but all of a sudden laur jsut goes...]
laura: .... do i look like a WAR AMP!!?!
jasy:.... KAT'S A WAR AMP!!!!!!
kat: AHHHHHHHHHHHH
laura: no .. no i meant... UGHHHHH i didn't mean...
kat: STOP MAKING FUN OF MY DISABILITy!!!!!!

ok i'll stop targetting laura now =P ... other interesting things that happened this evening...

trying to "un-hot" janna

i think we actually spent a good 20 min laughing non-stop while trying to get janna to take a pic where it looks like she has a double chin. it's THAT HARD. bahahhaa

janna: ........... MY NECK HURTS!!!

yes jannamae, it must be really hard being so hot ... hahaha ;) jk jk jk...

kat says: awww janna your earrings are so gorgeous. i want some. ..... but they wouldn't match my FACE!!


jo feels naked

jo feels naked without her orange. lol lol


howww.... attractive!!




so much love just-a-goin-around
my (ex)roomie kat .. is just moving along the family tree!!! >=( (like jennifer aniston's new movie!!!) at one time she was MY girlfriend but then abandoned me for my MOTHER (aka laura) ... i am unsure of their current status at the moment as kat was making passes at my STEPMOMMY (aka janna) tonight. quit hitting on my maternal figures you slut!!! haha ;)
alllll through the night.. kat was playing footsies with everrrryyyyyone... at one point i think joanna was playing footsies with janna.... and ... annd...


we are just one messed up love polygon haha =P
thankkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks ladies =) ... i had a fun giggle-filled day. MUCH, MUCH, needed. =) MY LUCK HAS COME IN.

nicole the waitress says: are you guys celebrating something?

why YES! we're celebrating SEEING eachother =) ... *good times.*

DIBS!!!!!!!

clara and i were talking about wedding stuff and she was showing me a colour theme on thsi xanga site ANYWAYS... the person was talking on the xanga abotu how it would be so cool to rent a PHOTOBOOTH for a wedding so that guests can take pics of themselves as souvenirs or you could keep them and [put them in an album!!!

is that not ingenious? ... and soooooooooo ME?!?!

well, I AM GETTING A PHOTOBOOTH FOR MY WEDDING(if and when it comes)!

dibs. that's all. hahaha

annnnnnnnnd ACTION.

if i can kill habits people CAN'T see, and i know i can, then why shouldn't i be able to do the same with things in the open?
in highschool, i had a confidence and determination about me. i TORE through things with passion and determination, despite costs. despite fear of disappointment. joanna thinks this confidence has just been "put to the side" ... and i'm gonna prove her right. and for once, prove others wrong.

(for the record, i'm writing this down because it'll be harder for me to run away from it if its up in writing.)

here we GO.
in order to deal with my problems i must find constructive alternatives to the DESTRUCTIVE things i do. beucase the root of my problems is, well, running.
and my running has become destructive.

alison said a few weeks ago; "you do so much running emotionally, you should do some physically instead!"
so i'm gonna run. well, i'm gonna excercise. mondays and wednesdays hitting up cif at around 10 am.

i am going to stay away from what i need to stay away from until christmas. after that, whenever i am faced with what tempts me, i'm gonna pray. afterall, maybe that's the solution in finding the balance between my own effort and trusting God. just asking for his help when it seems more than i can bear. i know that often, when i'm about to give into my temptations, i will just push God out of my mind.... but if i always have God in my mind and heart, then how can i fall?

and how will i remember? by telling the people who i actually DO those things with to remind me. instead of the people who might not be there anyways.

*breathes out*.

second cup christmas


i've been craving second cup alllll week ever sincei saw a girl in my english class with the cup. i love the cup its so festive!! i honestly just wanted second cup so i could get the cup. anyways yay for cindy she came with me to second cup after ccf haha and i got a caramel coretto MMM =9 so worth the wait. and now i ahve the cup too =)

haha

---tonight while at christy's playing mj/poker---

cindy: have you seen the posters in my FACE??

clara: i don't even OWN a green shirt!!!! (everyone looks at the green shirt she's wearing)

clara: his short is sticker than mine!! (irt sam's hockey stick being shorter than hers)

---while heading out to the cab with jo, kat, and carson---
kat slips and falls on her butt.
[we get into the cab]
carson: hahhahahaha kat that was so funny when you fell!
cab driver: ........ YOU didnt' see her LEGS! they were kicking like THIS [moves hands in rapid circular motion]

*post it* ... maril said something to me at 5am yesterday and we were both laughing SO hard but i forget it. i just wanna remind myself to ask her.

when stupid things happen it makes life lighter. =)

expect nothing.

that way, you'll never be disappointed.

i am never getting excited about ANYTHING ever again.

good times at dc

the food nazi
miss jessica sit kills me hahaha... we had lunch with carson and dev today at bubbletease and jess didnt' finish her meal so she packs it to go, planning to eat it for dinner. later on, she comes to dc to study carrying the box.
so there's this new rule this year after the renovation that hot food isn't allowed in the library... so the attendant lady spots jess's box and says in a rude voice "that's not allowed in the library!! get it out of here!!!" so jess leaves and stands outside of the library thinking for five minutes on how to get the food into the library. she dind't want to risk putting it in her bag and having the lady check it ... so she gets her friend who's on their way to an exam to bring her bag in for her hahahahhaa...

later that night, jess wants to eat so she asks me to go to mc with her to microwave her food. thinking that the lady would be done her shift by then considering its been a few hours, she puts the food in her bag and we walk towards the door. JUST OUR LUCK-- the same woman is STILL guarding the door hahahaha so jess RUNS back and gets her coat and makes ME carry the box with the coat over top of it. hahhaahaha so here i am carrying this styrofoam box under a coat like a criminal hahaha i was SO scared the attendant was gonna stop me hahaha but we made it out unscathed! it was like smuggling an illegal immigrant across the border or something hahahahaa

we laughed all the way from dc to the microwaves =)

chicken dinner
chicken dinner is some good stuff especially when shared with some of your favourite people. chris, dev, emzhei, marilyn, and i went to get chicken dinner tonight and laughed our butts off aboutthe most random things such as really tall asian girl t.a.'s and we ate rice pudding just like last year. i felt like we should be getting upand walking back to rev but no such luck (obviously)...

chris, dev, maril and i also decided that we are GOING TO CUBA in april!!!!! we're planning to invite all the sA girls ... *crosses fingers* ... but if people won't come we are STILL going!!! planning starts tomorrow!!! *whheeee!*

weekend words

friday: sleepover, pizza, apples haha, laughter, worship, conviction, discussion, sleepy

saturday: anticipation, giggling, pictures, ladies, FUBAR, almost, williams, HOT CHOCOLATE, bruscettaaaaa =), prank haha, vex, reminisce, first year songs, chill, =)

sunday: disappointment, anger, chickensalad, desperate housewives, nap, homework, resolve

hello old friend!

EEEEEEEEEE :D first real snowwwwwww =)

today i woke up and it was SNOWING beautiful icing sugar snow =) and then kat jo and i got mcdonalds breakfast before class so my day just started off really well.

i love snow. not only is it gorgeous but its accompanied by so many good memories. i think only with snow am i able to just happily remember without becoming saddened by missing things... hahah i remember the day with the three snowball fights last year. 1. when alison, andrew, jo, kat, maril, chris and i decided to get everyone to go out and have a snowball fight and all the ccf ppl studying at slc came out and had the craziest wettest most violent snowball fight everrrr ... i got CREAMED by mike yung booooo hahha but it was fun =) and then 2. when i went back to rev, dev, aneta, and quyen were building a big snowman and we had another little snowball fight in the south quad courtyard... and then 3. when i went back upstairs janna had left me a note on my closet door saying "it's packing snow!!! come over when you get back we wanna have a snowball fight" =) soooo i went out againnn with janna, laur, and otto and built a chinese snowman haha and later krista and richard came and we had a snowball fight and made snowangels
*sigh* that was honestly one of the happiest days i can remember =)
winter also reminds me of me and bee's snow adventures when we'd make baby snowmen and dance around in the snowflakes and when we made alison a big heart under her window hahahah.. and speaking of alison we had our snow adventures too mainly consisting of me falling on my butt and her laughing hers off hahaha

awww... <3

and todayyyyy me, dev, and kat went outside and took pictures and videos in the snow and laughed and sang jingle bells. and then kat and i smothered eachother with snowballs =)

so this year's happy snow memories are beginning. snow makes me think of friends, smiles, christmas, bells, laughing, and craziness. *smile*

mumbo jumbo



i. hate. english. i never thought i'd say those words. to be precise, i hate BUSINESS english. writing memos, SUMMARIES, creating "mock" scenarios to waste paper on... its all so POINTLESS! especially summaries. writing documents that describe larger documents for people who are too lazy to read the actual documents. geez. save me some time and just make the original document concise and of a readable length!!! AHHHHH





this is the chocolate i keep freaking out over. it's PERFECT and creamy and just... "OH!". the other day i actually CRIED because i couldn't find it. (granted, ladies my "friend" is visiting)... in any case, there are only three pieces left. and this chocolate is from europe!!!! what am i to do!???!

miss dora chang and i reunited was quite beautiful i must say. =)

i had a blast in ottawa... a much MUCH needed getaway from the blahness and ironically also the drama of waterloo.
today i just wished i could stay in ottawa forever.
i like laughing and icecream and movies and parties and late night talking in the dark even though our ears are ringing and we cant' barely hear eachother and singing ashlee simpson and shopping and eating but mostly laughing. i havne't laughed like this weekend in a LONG while.

Something i forgot i guess. with dora, there's never a shortage of laughter.
thanks babe. miss you already.

shopping is shopping.

clara and i were on our way back to wcri when we spotted a sign that said "SALE 12:00-2:00"outside the east campus hall warehouse place... seeing that it was only around 1:30, we couldn't resist peeking in even if we suspected it was only chairs and tables that were being sold.

well! ... remarkably, there was a large pile of clothing in the corner.
as we semi jokingly poked around it to see if
1. alison's lost mittens were there and
2. if there was anything interesting there...
a man approached us saying "everything here is only 25 cents!"

we looked around us. many of the items were marked with tags saying "found at bomber" or "found at slc". As we looked at eachother hesitantly, clara eyed a green sweater "... do you think it'll fit?" she asked eagerly.. haaha and with that, we began our scavenge through other people's lost items.

what can i say? ... shopping is shopping.

here are some visuals of clara trying on the sweater and our loot hahhaa..

friendships begin in the most peculiar ways.

sometimes two people who by all logic should be resentful aquaintances at best, find a connection. an understanding.
these little understandings create smiles and sharing despite the odds.

i'm really thankful for that.

and i'm really thankful for YOU. this is such a huge weight off my shoulders... i pray wholeheartedly that God will continue to grow and encourage us as friends cuz i think you're absolutely incredible and i'm so glad, no matter how weird it is, that i'm getting to know you.

a little late for noooo vember.

4 people had "sweet november" on their msn name at some point during this week.

i wanted to update but i had lifesong practices and lifesong and school and STUFF in between. and my mouse is messed up so it takes extra long. and it seems every november i hit a creative low. although my hands are itching to paint a cup of noodles right now.

the end of october proved to be very interesting. dramadramadrama... hopefully november will ease up a bit on the drama.

things that made me happy this week:
- halloweeeeeen at fed with kat and quyen and everyone =) end october with a BANG.
- dinner with the clay38 girls haha... always a laugh and a half
- watching softball with jess and jackie
- lifesong
- the "food" four. aka jo kat and carson... pizzaaa and burger kingggg ... mmm =9
- being with the sA girls =) watching biography and eating pizza. oh pizza makes everything fine
- taco night!!! =) tacos and bacardi and hockey with maril, dev, raj, and taz (and rolvin and jo)
- shleeeepoverrrrr with alison =) although it wasn't quite "like that". quality time is always cherished. uninterupted, un-fourthwheeled quality time =) *grin*
- dling gilmore girls episodes *ohhhlovely*

aNNNddd i'm going to ottawa on friday!!!! wheeeee gonna see miss changggggg :D !!!