It was expected, almost.
April always brings some sort of "termoil". It's seasonal.
I'm frustrated though because I hate it when its something that isn't in my control. I don't feel like I can do something and "overcome" any sort of hurdle.
It's mostly about perspectives.
Sometimes they just don't match up.
But my actions are never out of any intent to hurt anyone.
And they shouldn't. And I hate being made to feel guilty about something that doesn't have any effect on people!
I was glad to be able to get some space and blow off some steam.
Except now I'm not sure if I feel guilty about that too. Is it wretched to want to take space when the other party approaches with sincerity to make amends?
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