artichokes.

how did that just make you feel? i'm not sure. why? i don't know. no, there is actually no particular reason that i put that there. sorry to all those reason loving people out there. i am greatly remorseful.
does everything have to have a reason? and if so, does the reason need to be something that is "life and death"? and am i supposed to know the reasons for everything? i think not. i guess i should not be the one to talk since i ask so many questions. i may be a drama queen but at least i don't look at every single situation and analyze it for the meaning of life.

also, QUIT BEING SO INCONSISTENT! i reallly don't like it when ppl act one way one minute and then change so fast the next. it's like today i'll be their really good friend and then the next day i'm just ignored or something. i dunno. i just get so confused with ppl. especially when they are close to me. it hurts ok?

i realized some things last nite and today. i'm a dumbass and i'm worthless. that's it. nothing else.