reading week so far has been really really fun :)
spent a couple days down in tdot and hung out with a few cool ppl... saw some old faces... saw my best friend who i haven't seen for two months :D ... who came down with me back to loo :)
there's been some serious girl time in the last few days.
but it's good to be back :)... went sledding and had hotpot at westcourt today mmmm foodies...

i don't even know. i had such a great few days and now it's like i'm all blah again. just.. reading something JUST retriggered my thoughts on the things i'm unsure of. my summer... and my fall. especially fall. i hate housing. it exposes things. creates tension amongst "friends" ... but really, who IS a friend and who is merely a friendly acquaintance nowadays? the line is so blurred.
it's scary how you can be so crushed and so angry but you still can't walk away.
i dunno.. i dont' think i'm angry really, more just really really reaALLLYYYY hurt and CONFUSED. confused confused. i dont' know what i'm going to be doing... i feel so helpless and unwanted.