different but familiar

it's been pretty cool the past two days... alison moved in yesterday so i went over to try and semi help and just to hang out so ended up bumming around and then emz came over from next door cuz she just moved in on sat night for frosh week hahha the best thing was when we were leaving beck from visiting jon and we were all freaking out about how creepy the area was and about the exorcism of emily rose hahaha i dunno. it's just good to laugh.
then we went back to my place and watched a walk to remember and just talked the night away ... well alison and i talked the night away haha emz passed out lol
it's just... this summer the only time we've really gotten to talk was on the phone or msn beucase whenever we see eachother it's almost ALWAYS in a big group of people so... that was really refreshing. then today laura picked me up and we went to see her new place which is soooo nice haha we ate white cheddar kd mmmmm -_-... and just bummed around some more which was also really nice becuase it has also been a long while.

i guess the point is.... it's difficult. it's difficult knowing that we all dont' live rigth down the hall or 1 minute away from eachother anymore. it's hard walking into ppls roooms that don't smell like them or how it used to smell last year or hug pillows that are in rooms that are not the same. pillows that carry memories of insane times... times that i miss. the COOL thing, is that these people are still my friends. and i'm trying hard to trust that things will be okay. but i can't help but wish that there was some ... solid.. thing. something that would show me "dont' worry. things will be okay. things won't disappear. and people won't leave."

give me first yearrrrrr >_<