i can't say this is my favourite summer i've ever had
i can't say that i did a lot of exciting things
or any?

but when it comes down to it, i really dont' want it to end
i want a few more days to bum, tan, PAINT.
a few more days of solitude
sadness even

fall... what is fall?

ALREADY proven worthless. already proven barren.

trust already broken and old habits resurfacing... this time, to be faced alone.

in a sense, i don't even want to turn 19.