last friday was a p.d. day for us =) HEIDI came home and us girls (me heid jo dora kat) went SHOPPING =) tried to convince heid to wear a dress to commencement but no luck :P heh. took some pics which i'll post very soon...
and after that i went to waiki's to chill a bit before Lifesong (ccf's evang thingy) which was awesome awesome awesome. God truly was working there ... everyone in it was awesome and gladys rocks!!!!! i'll post pics up too of it... soon... they suck tho.. id idnt' want to use flash cuz i didn't wanna disturb ppl... Lifesong reminded me about humility. something i think God was speaking to me about all that week. i jsut wanna stop holding grudges... wanna stop being so defensive... but i have a long way to go. God's been giving me less reminders this week ...and ijsut... forget. until yesterday and today... ARGH gosh i feel so crappy. how can i just ... i don't think before i speak. i wanna scream...
i love this song by Christina Aguilera "The Voice Within"... God is with me all the time... it's amazing. i kno she is not exactly the model of Christianity but she has an amazing voice and this song is good. :) it struck me particularily tonight. Jesus mold me.
The Voice Within
Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away (this part reminds me of something jehjeh said to me once)
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside your soul
[Chorus]Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know