horrible no good very bad day


see: friends falling apart, things i once had slipping out of my grasp, hurting eyes,


hear:more and more and more bad news, my mere presence causing my friend sadness..., goodbye.


feel: broken hearted, tension you could cut through, tears flowing. ---numb---


taste: bitter words being hurled from my mouth, more "cussing", "clean and unclean water flowing from the same stream" >_<


smell: hatred, betrayal, sadness, more to come...


wish: to disappear, yet i have already become invisible.


i just want everyone to be happy...