ok so there's jsut a dark cloud hanging over my head. i'm not at my top happiness or as aneta said today "you look more depressed than usual" :P... i was looking forward to friday cuzi was gonna get my cartilage pierced at p-mall but i can't do that anymore so my wk is shot. ok not really. but it does put a damper in it. i was gonna go to bed but i jsut felt like i was gonna pop so i had to come here and write stuff. ... *sigh* i dont' really feel like going into all the stuff that i feel and what triggered these feelings but jacqueline said something today that made me go "EXACTLY!"=-- nothing profound, just what i feel like i need. she said "sometimes all you need is to know people are there for you and care for you" (not in those exact words)but yeah...maybe i'm feeling a bit abandoned. and i know that it's stupid and selfish. but i feel that i have a right to mope as long as i'm not demanding anything from anyone, and i'm not.
anyways... happy thoughts happy thoughts... hmm well took a bit of a break from studying today to go to frosh cell --- went to k-zone! woot! was superly duperly fun and was most certainly a day brightner :)
... pictures...
this is the tree in my banner, it's on the path on the way to slc at the top of "the hill" so i walk past this tree several times a day and i just think it's gorgeous. i wanna take pictures of it in all the seasons... becuase... becuase i'm a nerd! lol:
this is on the path from renison back to REV ... me and emzhei were walking back and i made her stop like fifty times so i could take pics :P :
who says studying isn't fun? lol lol ... JT, marilyn, jo, and freako kat in "the room" at slc... hahah we were *so* productive ¬_¬ lol:
anyways going to bed now.. gotta get up early to study.
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