blue

someone should make it clear that an attitude adjustment is really hard.

i was kinda proud of myself today... i took actually ACTION to make things better. wow, pat on the back and then SMACK on my face again. becuase i would eat soggy instant noodles if only...

but that's not going to happen. sometimes you jsut need that ONE person to be there.

thanks for being there tmg. oh things are so different without... but i'm not going to talk in circles.

goodnight*