the thing about having a spare first thing in the morning every single week where you have to go and can't sleep in because you have no other ride is... you spend a lot of quality time with yourself. i guess it's kinda nice... when i put it like that.. "quality time with me" but ... it sucks. i mean come *on* . why should i have to wake up and sit around while everyone else with this spare is sleeping? :P i want to get this changed around but i haven't seen my guidance counsellor ONCE yet and it's impossible to get an appointment. i just don't go at the right times i guess... i've been feeling so so so unlucky. i mean, i'm trying to trust God that this sis the way things are supposed to be and if He wants them to change He'll get me that chance to change it... it's been really in my face that that's what i'm supposed to do-- trust Him with all my heart. but i can't help but sulk a little because i'm tired and woudl much rather be at home in my bed. WAHHHH I WANNA SLEEP!!!! >_<

went to nsr last night with pt, chris, jo, and kat. i met some people... this one guy named Kai who when i saw his nametag i thought it said "KA!" and i was like WOW! can i call you KA!? and he's like "no... cuz it sounds bad when you say it twice" lolz.
also it's weird when people come back and you didn't miss them all that much over the term but when you see them you realize you did.

my "suk poh" aka tiff's grandma is having her surgery today... MAD MAD MAAAAAADDDD prayer power needed... it's at 10:30 am... please please pray hard...

oh wow. one week left. i wish time would just freeze.