how things are

a lot of people have been asking me whether or not things are okay. my mom's been calling me a lot to see if things are okay.
thing is, i don't even wanna talk about stuff to most people. i just want things to get better. not saying it's not nice when ppl ask cuz it's like whoa you notice that i'm alive. and the people i actually did talk to ... or trust.... the little worlds that i could go to ... those are falling apart becuase i've just become a burden.

everything is my fault so i have no right to complain.

so i'm going to disappear for a while. i will be "around" but not around. it'll be good. then maybe i can get back to before when i wasn't a pain in the ass. i think you know when to draw back when ppl just give up on you. when you're not worth the time anymore. and i'm really not bitter. honest. i just am glad i found the limits so i dont' cross them again.