noooooo
guess where i get to go tommorow? O_o school. ahhhhhhhh....
feeling: dread.


i had a nice conversation with spiderman again today when i got home... i had a lot on my mind... i love how he swims right up to me or near the top of the tank in front of me like he's trying to hear me better through the water or something hehe... i'm gonna miss him so much i'm not being a freak i'm serious =P ... i play him songs too =) he likes Moulin Rouge just as much as i do. =)


don't like: life stages
i dont' like life stages. why? it separates people. how scary is it when you have close close friends who have moved on to a different life stage and suddenly... it's like things are changing. i always say... age doesn't matter. and it doesn't. and i dont' think life stages should matter if ur friendship is really strong either... but it's harder to stay as close as you are when they move away and go through totally different experiences you've never gone through... creates sort of a separation that was never there.. i feared this. now it's beginning. i miss you sometimes even when you're right next to me and i'm talking to you. am i a stranger to you?

should do devos and sleep... doing devotions every nite is one of my new years resolutions =) gnite