another day

my brain is like mush. went out for unofficial rugby practice today which went alright. much better than last time. i can actually make it around most of the block nonstop now but i'll need to pick up a bit alot by monday when real practice actually starts. i'm dreading it so much actually. but there's no way i worked my ass off so much last year to just not go back.

i feel like i haven't blogged for a while... but it's only been like two days haha.. sunday was okay like a FULL day of church 8:45 - 3:00pm.. pretty crazy but worth it. i guess the only really frustrating thing is the children's ministry at kwcac. ugh. i can't really think about that right now. it jsut upsets me. well.. the canto ones mostly. it's frustrating because i really thought more of them than they displayed. i guess maybe i was just so blind to it until now. how do we bring passion and love for God into these people's lives? i somewhat blame myself. because i vowed i'd never make worship a chore for them. but have i somewhat turned it into more of a joke? ... i dunno. i just hope that not everyone decides to just walk out on this ministry. that's the LAST thing it needs and i think that's the last thing God is trying to say to us.

heidi's back for reading week this week! anddd blogskins and i touched up her blog a bit so go check it out : http://smiley-koala.blogspot.com

back to writing more applications for universities that aren't going to accept me.