i will take some time this week to post pics from prom and tdot.. i had a really great week :)

however at this specific moment i'm two thirds hurt and one third mellowed out...
sometimes i don't know what to make of things. i get so confused. things appear to be one way but they are another. sometimes people make comments and you wonder what you exactly did wrong because you can't really think of something that bad as what they said. it hurts because you tried but it wasn't good enough.

so... sorry for all the things i did... the ways i acted that i wasn't aware of and maybe still am not aware of. never meant to disappoint/bother.

and on a totally different topic, if anyone knows where my cow is (i'm not saying i think i know in the SLIGHTEST who has it) but if anyone DOES have it... please give him back. because this is just getting ridiculous. i looked everywhere. i've been missing him for three weeks. it's stupid. give him back.