yearbook day tomorrowww... for some reason i dont' have the usual exhilaration.
i want the 10 people i'm closest to. the teachers i care about. and out.

i think i just dont' want to read through any scribblings of "have a good summer and a good life!" or "nice meeting you!" ... jsut so incredibly meaningless. reminders of relationships i chose not to build. i find i have so many of those. so many people who are my "friends" who say a hi in passing, an absent how are you. people i'll most likely never see again. not that those "relationships" aren't apprectiated. but sometimes i regret not being able to build them into more meaningful things.

i don't have enough grad pictures ARRRggggg. even though they are ugly i still wanna give them out. if you get one feel so priveledged hahaha... if not you prolly would have gotten one but i gave it away in the hallway on yearbook day.