Ment--err no.

let me reitterate my sensitivity toward the word 'mentor'. i dont' care how long ago whoever said whatever, it still bugs me, and i never said i needed or wanted one. it really burns when you think someone is like this great friend and like you pour out your heart to them and turns out, they just think of you as some "mentoree" or something.. like gawd... i didn't sign up for that camp. sometimes i think i shoudl just stick to having friends my age or younger. of course then i'm reminded of older ppl who i've actually built true friendships with and have to retract that statement. but almost nothing stings more than actions or words that jsut speak to me once again: "i'm not your friend, i'm your mentor."

chinese soup bracelet

tiff and i went to the bead store yesterday and i couldn't think of what to make haha so i started looking at the beads and so many of them were like things that look like they shoudl go in chinese soup :P so i made a chinese soup bracelet :P... yes. i know i'm weird. haha.. ebri says it looks like it owuld dig into my wrist but it doesn't :) beads starting from the big circle thing with a hole in it and clockwise are as follows: round coinish thing with chinese characters (to make it chineseyish), 'lotus' bead, frog!, 'red bean', weird white thing, mushroom, weird orange thing, boh-boh stuff that goes in chinese soup :P, 'green bean', pig, 'dung gua', 'snake', weird white thing number two, and 'dried up prune/plum thing'... hahhahahaa ... aw man. the bead store is so *the* place to be. :P


going back to toronto tomorrow ... but only for a few hours for frosh connexions ... should be cool to meet other loo frosh :) ... gonna head to bed.