i may be literally talking
out of my
as my stiff fingers try to release
this grudge
into the jumbled plastic
a comment made
a comment read
finds me in red glasses
and pondering
the naivete of it all
'selfish bastard' indeed
perhaps
one should not judge
until one knows
i can see where it comes from and
agree
that selfishness plays a role
however
subconcious and unintentional
that role might be.
because sometimes
(you would know this if you had been there)
a life lost in the mind of the loser
is for the benifit of others
and is not
neccessarily
a spiteful play to cause
pain.