by word of mouth

yesterday... my best friends and i found out about one of our "used to be" good friends saying some crap abotu us to someone about how she actually really doens't like us. apparently she hates me. some stuff fell into place hearing tghat... some stuff i was confused abotu why she did things like she did last year.
and i think back to before.. when we used to laugh our heads off ALL the time at everythng, tell eachother everything, sing, scope, skip, sit.
because its hard to believe someone would just make up something like that. especially when they have the exact words of what you said.

but i decided to ask you abotu it anyways. because i wanted to give you a chance to explain. because as much as i hurt as much as i hated you i wanted you to prove them wrong.
and you denied it. and you said it wasn't true... and you said some pretty convincing things. but i don't know.
becuase it doens't make sense to me why someone would jsut make it all up.

and now,
i dont' know what to believe.
all i know is that it hurts. and that one of my friends is lying to me. to all four of us.
and i don't know what to say or do.